I want to knit.  I want to knit all the time.  I just can't.  Between therapies and tantrums, meals and baby on the boob, there's just no time.  I sometimes think I should stay up after everyone has gone to sleep and knit for a little bit, but sleep wins every time.  I think I should get up after Juliana eats around 4:30 or 5 in the morning and knit, but sleep wins every time. 

I really don't know how to figure this out.  I'm afraid to start knitting when the babes are awake for fear of being distracted and having to stop knitting.  I don't want to have to put down the knitting for fear of forgetting what I was doing and messing it up.  I think that if I knit instead of goof around on the computer, I could make some progress on my projects. 

My fingers are itchy for needles and wool.  I'm like a crack whore looking for my next high.  It's so unsatisfying.